Shattered

Memories come in flashes of where and when we were
Of times spent talking and walking, now all a painful blur.
At times I think it's a simple task to move on
But moments creep in that hard emotion depends upon.
Life isn't the same in both light and dark ways
I spend it in altogether numb and confusing days.
Somehow our trust cracked and eventually shattered
But at the break I thought none of it really mattered.
And now I sit realizing and pondering our mistakes
Feeling and shaking over all the pains and aches.